even "not worth it" itself
is not worth it to describe the you or the things happened.
if i took a flower bath full of kasturi and kemenyan under the bridge , the so-called ritual buang sial - thounsands time, or perhaps thousands of thousands of thousands times thousands of times,
it would never let this geli out of my system.
end of you?
into the darkness
then out of the light
there was no you
there is no you